In The Early Morning!

I am writing about strange things that happen to me this week. This always happen in the early morning after I have been asleep for awhile. I usually wake up or think I am awake because it is that period between sleep and dreaming. I sense myself having an out of body experience, I can see or sense something happening.

In the early morning hours of Wednesday; I thought someone was coming through closet door. I have had this feeling before and I keep thinking, it will come true one day. I live in an apt with a noisy neighbor(s) and some tend to make slight noises in the early morning. I go to sleep and most are quiet but I wake up sometimes to all kinds of things. On Wednesday when I thought I heard clawing, scratching; I looked towards my closet and expected someone to come through at any moment. I thought about calling the police but couldn't move. I laid there waiting for the inevitable. I pictured my neighbor coming through to get me. What would he do? I figured if he attacked me sexually, it wouldn't be much of an attack! I haven't had sex in a while so I figured; I am not putting up a fight. I kept listening and waiting! Well, he never made it through that night but I figured one day someone may be coming through.

In the early morning hours of Friday, someone may have been in my bedroom. I recall being kissed very passionately and I reciprocated. All I remember is me and someone just tongue kissing each other for hours. It felt pleasurable! I felt the person penetrate my mouth roughly and I gave in to their tongue playing with mine. That is all I recall of that experience. I woke up in a good state and wanted more!