A Sexual Desire

I HAD A STRANGE DREAM LAST NIGHT. I WAS LYING IN BED THINKING OF SEX, WANTING TO BE TOUCHED AND KISSED. FOR SOME REASON; I STARTED CONCENTRATING ON JUST KISSING. I REMEMBER THINKING ABOUT KISSING BUT THEN I DRIFTED OFF TO SLEEP. NOW THIS WAS WEIRD; I FELT THAT I WAS ASLEEP BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WAS AWAKE. I COULD SEE EVERYTHING THAT WAS HAPPENING AS IF IT WAS REALLY HAPPENING TO ME. I FELT A PRESENCE IN THE ROOM WITH ME. THIS WAS NOT THE FIRST TIME I HAD THIS FEELING.

I STARTED HAVING A SENSE OF ANOTHER PRESENCE YEARS AGO, WHEN MY EX-BOYFRIEND AND I STOPPED HAVING SEX. WHENEVER I STRONGLY THOUGHT ABOUT SEX, SOMEONE CAME INTO MY ROOM AND SATISFIED ME. AT FIRST I WAS AFRAID! I WOULD TRY TO WAKE UP BUT WHEN I HAVE THIS TYPE OF DREAM; I CAN’T WAKE UP! I TRY TO MOVE BUT CAN’T MOVE! IT’S AS IF THIS PERSON HAS CAUSED ME TO BE INMOBILE. WHEN I COULDN'T MOVE; I TRIED TO SCREAM BUT THIS PERSON ALSO CAUSES ME TO BE SPEECHLESS. I FELT MY MOUTH MOVING BUT NO SOUND CAME OUT. AFTER A WHILE I GAVE UP AND STARTED GIVING IN. AS I GAVE IN, I BEGAN TO ENJOY THE FEELING. I STARTED TO WISH IT WOULD HAPPEN AGAIN. I WAS NO LONGER AFRAID.

NOW BACK TO MY DREAM FROM LAST NIGHT. I WAS LYING IN BED, ON MY BACK; WHEN AT THE RIGHT SIDE OF MY BED WERE 2 PEOPLE BUT I WAS NOT AFRAID. ONE APPROACHED ME AND CLIMBED IN THE BED, GOT ON TOP OF ME AND THEN MERGED INTO MY BODY. THERE WAS NO SEX! THEN THE OTHER PERSON GOT ON TOP OF ME AND I DID NOT TRY TO MOVE OR SCREAM. IT SEEMED AS IF THE FIRST PERSON TOOK OVER MY BODY AND TOOK AWAY MY DESIRE TO MOVE OR SCREAM. THEIR LIPS CAME DOWN ON MINE! AT FIRST I DID NOT LIKE THE FEEL OF THEIR LIPS BUT I GAVE IN. THE KISS WAS LONG AND SENSUAL! IT FELT WONDERFUL! THE PERSON REMOVED THEIR LIPS FROM MINE AND PROCEEDED TO LICK THEIR TONGUE OUT IN A SENSUAL WAY. AFTER SHOWING ME THEIR TONGUE; THE PERSON’S TONGUE ENTERED MY MOUTH AND BEGAN TO EXPLORE. I RECIPROCATED WITH MY TONGUE. THERE WAS NO SEX TONIGHT BUT THE KISS DID IT ALL. MY SEXUAL DESIRE WAS SATISFIED!